It's hard wheb your parents assume quite a lot about what you do when they don't know shit about it. It makes you feel so pathetic. It's sad how they're not pushing you to find work at the right time but their pushing you to find a job for their own satisfaction. Something they can boast about to others and all that shit.

I don't even know how they ( Read more... )

Really, I'm tired hearing them reminding me that I'm fat and jobless. I think majority of fresh graduates get a job in order to escape the never-ending nagging of the parents. I think I hear my mother tell me everyday how I can't and shouldn't spend my days in front of my laptop. They still think that I chat 24/7 when really I'm a actually writing ( Read more... )

I want to drink tonight.
Drink until my head feels light and my body numb.

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I find it pointless now. It's kind of like a blow to your self esteem. Instead of having lift you up, they just push it down.

What's funny is...they're family members.

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I miss you.

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I'm sorry baby for what happened. I don't want to hold you back. I want you to go where you want, make a future you'll be happy about. Go to a university you really want. It'll be different in a way that I'll have to adjust that you won't be on most of the time of the day I'm on but I'll wait for you every time you can. I'll match your schedule and ( Read more... )

I should be happy yet why do I feel so afraid it's not like she's totally leaving me and what difference would it be f she went there when were apart already anyway.

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